First box

Today I packed my first box!

It was the kick start I needed to get cracking. I have been telling myself that something will go wrong, the deal will fall through, dont start until your are 100% sure. But then today I told myself, if I start now my actions wont jinx us, it will create some positive energy which will in turn bring about positive results. I am being very vague, I know but I still don't have permission to speak openly about our little adventure. Patience. I will take one day at a time and try not to stress out and fall into a dribbling mess.....

I also need to keep very busy as I am missing my dear little Lance. It is like I had a tail and someone cut it off. I keep expecting it to be there, just in the corner of my eye, but then I turn and its gone and I am left with a feeling like an amputee.